Thursday, October 30, 2008

伤痕

伤痕

夜,在炎热的房内。
无聊的我,
不小心刮花了留下来的伤痕。

以为,伤痕已愈。
无奈,不小心的我,
还让它隐隐作痛。





Manchester United 2-0 West Ham United

Manchester United 2-0 West Ham United

Manchester United beat West Ham United at Old Trafford with 2-0 scoreline at the mid-week Baclays Premier League kick off.


I saw the Cristiano Ronaldo's second via youtube. This credit should belongs to Dimitar Berbatov superb moved and brilliant goal pass to Ronaldo.



Ronaldo scored at 14min and 30min in this game.

I'm pleased to see Carlos Tevez starts in this game.

Goalkeeper Tomasz Kuszczak surprisingly starts in this game as well. The other capable goalkeeper Ben Foster was on the bench.

Sir Alex Ferguson explained about van der Sar absennce on MUTV:
"Edwin turned 38 today. We don’t need him to play every game because we have two very capable goalkeepers in Tomasz Kuszczak and Ben Foster."

Fergie also unhappy with United performance in second half. He said United was too relaxed on second half.

Red Devils also welcome Michael Carrick returns in this game.

There are the other good news from Emirates Stadium:
Arsenal equalised by Tottenham Hotspur 4-4 by Spurs' double late goals.


Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Tun, shut up please!!!

Tun, shut up please!!!


Today, I would like to wish Yang Amat BerBahagia Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad enjoy his life of senior citizen, remain healthy and keep his mouth shut.

As usual, the retired former Prime Minister failed to make himself quiet and comment about objection of abolishing 30% equity quota on Bumiputra hand.

Mahathir said Malaysia has not reached that time to abolish quota and there"s still a lot to be done. If reduced it to 20 per cent today and it does not expand while the economy does, the Bumiputera equity participation will get smaller.

"If we reduce the Bumiputera equity participation to 20 per cent, then the others must also reduce theirs", said Tun. (Quote from The Malaysian Insider, 28 Oct)


Tun, who is also former Finance Minister do not understand the important of open market to attract more foreign investors.

No doubt, the former Umno member improved the development of Malaysia however he failure to bring Malaysia into a democratic era.

Although he already quit from Umno, but his remains Chauvinist.

His Chauvinisim afraid abolish of 30% equity quota will benefit Malay, Chinese, Indian however a big lost for Umno-putra.


Tun Mahathir never realise New Economic Policy (NEP) is "greenhouse floret". The lacking outdoor experience floret will be die if it removed from protect.

Why do foreign investors want to protect us?

I think Tun Mahathir should responsible on take caring his grandschildren, but less comment on today Malaysia politic and policy.

Monday, October 27, 2008

你怎么舍得我难过

你怎么舍得我难过


这首歌,黄品源唱过。
这应该是他的成名曲吧。

我很喜欢。
因为真的很有Feel...

再次与大家分享。

你怎么舍得我难过

对你的思念 是一天又一天
孤单的我 还是没有改变
美丽的梦
何时 才能出现
亲爱的你 好想再见你一面

秋天的风 一阵阵的吹过
想起了去年的这个时候
你的心 到底在想些什么
为什么留下 这个结局让我承受

最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候 没有说一句话就走

最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多 你却没有感动过



Sunday, October 26, 2008

Democratic Right, Business Right, Education Right

Democratic Right, Business Right, Education Right


According to <Malaysia's press freedom ranking in free fall> reported by Malaysiakini on 22 Oct 2008, I wish to congratulate Barisan Nasional Government.

In the latest 2008 ranking, Malaysia fell eight spots to 132. Last year, it was placed 124th while in 2006, it was at 92.

Which mean, under Barisan Nasional Government, we located at position 132/173, bottom quarter.

Where is Our Democratic Right?

When I was in primary school, teacher teached us Malaysia is constitutional monarchy country. Which means, we are democratic country.

However where is our speech right?
Malaysia press freedom drops shows government is pressing the right of media.

"The mainstream press made no attempt at balance remarks by the authorities attacking the organisers of two major demonstrations last year which were led by election reform movement Bersih and Hindu Rights Action Force (Hindraf). The Internal Security Ministry asked some media on three separate occasions in November not to report on unauthorised demonstrations. " (Quote from Malaysiakini)


Let's look at issues that happened recently:

1. Blogger Raja Petra Kamarudin, Journalist Tan Hoon Cheng, Member of Parliament Teresa Kok Suh Sim, Suaram Activist Cheng Lee Whee detained under ISA.
2. Sheikh Kickdefella held under Sedition Act.
3. Hindraf banned by Ministry of Home Affairs.
4. Hindraf representatives arrested by police while submit a hand write letter to Prime Minister office, including a 6 years old girl.
5. Astro AEC programmed was temporary banned in the last minute.
6. Dato' Seri Tiong King Sing (SPDP, BN) complaints that Astro AEC programmed , only report negative news of the government.
7. Only one BN's MP signs for parliament debate on ISA.Where is the democratic right?

If we couldn't criticism, or have to cover negative information from the government, this is not democratic.
BN do not learn from Malaysia's press freedom free fall.
I give full support to Liew Chin Tong (DAP, PR) warned government on press freedom free fall matter.

In fact, how sincere do MCA and Gerakan support on review ISA?
MCA and Gerakan fail to sign on petition for debating ISA, which mean MCA and Gerakan are "bull shitting" during their party congress?

Fong Po Kuan (DAP, PR) revealed that 23 Barisan MPs and cabinet ministers who were approached had refused to sign the petition.

I agree with Lim Kit Siang (DAP, PR) noted that the situation does not bode well for MCA and Gerakan, whose top leaders have called for a review of the ISA, that their MPs had not shown more support for the petition.



Our Business Right

We knew that up to today, Malaysia is under praticing of Malaysia New Economic Policy (NEP), which is an ambitious and controversial socio-economic restructuring affirmative action program.

NEP launched since 1971, while Tun Abdul Razak was Prime Minister.


No doubt, NEP had improved Malay society socieconomic. I have to agree NEP is a policy which helps Malaysia develops well as a third world country.

At least, NEP helps Malay stand up and able to competite with other countries.

However, the criticism point is NEP had implemented for 37 years, yet we are under "protected" by NEP.
One of its goals was to have 30% of all equity in Bumiputra hands.

How to international's investors will happy with this kind of policy?

Penang Chief Minister YAB Lim Guan Eng (DAP, PR) made a breakthrough decision whereby he announced that the new state administration will be free from NEP.
Of course, his decision was protested by Penanag Umno supporters.

Usually, when we discuss about ketuanan Melayu issues, Umno-putra will stand up and react. But usually not much react from bumiputra because recently this policy no longer benefit Malay-citizen much, but only Umno-putra.

Since a policy doesn't help Malaysian much, why not we review and seeking for better policy.

Deputy Prime Minister Dato' Seri Najib Razak ready to end special privileges for Malays.

"If we do not change, the people will change us. In the not-too-distant future, we will see all the elements of the New Economic Policy being replaced", said Najib.

The policy favours ethnic Malays and indigenous groups, or Bumiputeras, in public offerings, housing, government scholarships, procurement and employment.
It has repeatedly drawn criticism from non-Malays, who complain it has led to distortions in the economy and cronyism.

Najib moves is encouraged. NEP doesn't benefit Malaysian business right including Malay. As I mentioned earlier, why do international investors must give 30% of all equity in Bumiputra hands?

As DAP member, with "Malaysian's Malaysia" thinking, I give full support to Dato' Seri Najib on this matter.

Where is Our Education Right?

Until today, mother tongue language schools is seriously insufficient in Malaysia.

Usually, we will only got offered on Chinese school during general election. Ministry of Education is always deafness.
Chinese and Indian pay for their government tax, but they seldom got their education right: They have to support themselves by their own money to improve school facilities.


Although Sekolah Kebangsaan and Sekolah Jenis Kebangsaan is under Malaysia government, but the benefits they get is unequal.

Lacking of mother tongue languags schools, where is our education right?

Why we have quota in local university?
Why someone should awards scholarship but they non-applicable?

Malaysian still have a long long way to go in revolution.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Everton 1-1 Manchester United

Everton 1-1 Manchester United

What a frustrated result!!!

I was really enjoy the game at the first half. We are controlling the game at first half. Beside Darren Fletcher scored at 21min, we can see Wayne Rooney, Cristiano Ronaldo and Ryan Giggs got their opportunities.

I regard we are a bit unlucky that unable to put more on nets.

During second half, I don't know what's wrong with United, we are underpressured by Everton. Our defenders Wesly, Rio and Vida taking turns in doing mistakes.

Although I don't blame on Marouane Fellaini header on 63min who received a nice cross from Phil Neville. However I'm sweating with our shaky defending.


Lucky we do not concede more. We maintain on 1-1 draw.

I can't understand why Wazza was sub-off and replaced by Nani. I think that Wazza should not be sub-off and Carlos Tevez should sub-on earlier.

It is a big disappointed Ronny did a big miss at late game. He got a golden opportunity when he was unmark in penalty area at the late game, however it shoot the ball off target.

I hope Red Devils could learn something from this match. We look forward to the next game.

UNITED WE STAND!!!

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Man Utd 3 - 0 Celtic

Manchester United 3 - 0 Celtic


From the highlight from Sport Center of ESPN, I knew we play a good game against Celtic.

Dimitar Berbatov make himself appear twice on score sheet.
I'm delight to see Berba graps the opportunities well. He make himself scored like Ruud van Nistelrooy at 29min and 51min respectively.


The most glad is Wayne Rooney can't stop his scoring. He scored a beauty at 76min confirmed United win in this match.

United is still top of Champions League Group E and only need another 3 points to qualify.

By the way, United young center back Jonathan Evans earns positive feedback for his replacement on Rio Ferdinand. It is a good news that we has such talent youngster in our club.

It is a difficulty to select players on front line. Barba and Rooney can't stop scoring. Carlos Tevez been forced on the bench.
According to Sport Center, Cristiano Ronaldo was planned to rest on the bench and Tevez was supposed to start. However tactic amended in the last minute.

I hope Tevez will start on weekend.


Tuesday, October 21, 2008

上班的第一天

上班的第一天


“休息”了大约一个月,今天终于上班了。

Sales Engineer。这算是回到“工作岗位”。曾经,有人讥笑我毕业于机械工程,当郭素沁秘书有些“不务正业”。

昨天,我想好几个朋友“投诉”,这不是我第一份工,但却异常紧张。
我也不知什么原因。我在英国期间第一次当餐馆服务生、回来后第一份工作、到我当秘书,我都没有怕过。

但这次,确实有点紧张。真的是越老越没有胆量。

今天一早就起床。担心交通驵塞。
可是,我过虑了。我竟然提早半个钟抵达公司。公司尚未开门。


我抵挡不住周公的呼唤,在车上又睡了一觉。

进了办公室,同事给我安排了座位。
什么!!! 竟然没有电脑!!!
OH MY GOD!!!
我怎么读Malaysiakini或更新我的Blog呢??

为无电脑可用而呐为媒电脑而呐喊!!!

我sms了几个朋友告诉她们我的困境。感谢多位朋友“关心”我。
比如,
建议我向公司要求电脑。
建议我带自己的手提电脑,
有人与我一起呐喊“没有电脑怎么做功”,
有人建议我花三个月时间存钱买电脑。
另外,
也有人回复我:Wat the .... (我也不知什么意思)
也有人指责我屁股痒,因为我不再是秘书,不需要电脑工作。

后来,同事告诉我可以随时用公司的手提电脑。我很高兴。
可惜,公司没有网络供应。

午饭后,同时要我签署很多公司条规。
真的很多,我也不知道我签了多少个名。
真的签得手酸,但是我麻醉自己道:
当自己是政治演讲明星,很多女生围着我要我签名。

嘻嘻,签名会.很多女粉丝... :D

约下午四时,老板才得空“Entertain”我。
他告诉我,我们的产品如何用,购买对象是谁,还有一些技术问题。

很快的,谈话间,来到了5.30pm。老板的话是还没讲完,但他突然停了下来,说:
It is 5.30 now, is late. You can go home.

WAO!!!!!太好了!!!
准时下班的公司。(可惜要准时上班)。

回家途中,打电话给一个朋友,谈话中说道我想拿Autocad课程。
结果又被讥笑:你只能怪College事后没有好好读书。
我辩驳:因为那时我忙于LEO Club。
结果又被讥道:你在英国的时候也是没有好好读书。
。。。。。。
(无言以对)
^^!

Sunday, October 19, 2008

为何而战?

为何而战?


记得中学的时候,爱上《Street Fighter》。

《Street Fighter》的主角如 Ryu 或 Ken 总爱说,他们为了什么而挥动他们的拳头。

Ryu为了找寻什么叫“真正的格斗家”而战,Ken则为了家庭而战。

那么,我为了什么而工作?

为了钱?

我并不把钱看得很重要。虽然我明白没钱是万万不能的。

我需要一份“责任感”。可是,没负担、没家庭且单身的我,要为谁负责任?

反正,我是孤枕而眠的。

明天,我要在新公司上班了。感谢老板给我机会。我很想好好的工作一番,把未来的基础打好。但是,我有点没信心。因为,我不知道我的双手为何而战。

我,为什么付出?为什么而忙碌?

希望,缘分早日看上我,安排一个值得我为“她”而战的目标。
阿米驼佛

我要的幸福
为爱情付出 为活着而忙碌
为什么而辛苦 我仔细纪录

用我的双眼
在梦想里找路
该问路的时候 我不会装酷

我还不清楚
怎样的速度
符合这世界 变化的脚步
生活像等待 创作的黏土
幸福 我要的幸福 渐渐清楚

梦想
理想 幻想 狂想 妄想
我只想坚持每一步
该走的方向
就算一路上偶而会沮丧
生活是自己选择的衣裳

幸福

我要的幸福 没有束缚
幸福
我要的幸福 在不远处


MANCHESTER UNITED 4-0 West Bromwich Albion

MANCHESTER UNITED 4-0 West Bromwich Albion


Wah Hoo~What a big win!!!
Brilliant!! Fantastic!!!


First Half was a bit frustrated. WBA was defend solidly. United couldn't get much chances during first half.

I'm furious with the referee Mark Halsey disallowed the super strike from Wayne Rooney for reason of pushing on WBA's Zuiverloon.

The referee also did the other mistake for not awards penalty against WBA defender for holding Rooney's shirt in penalty area.

I'm also unhappy with Dimitar Berbatov was "too quiet" during first half.

However, Rooney boost up for United at second half.

After Rooney scored at 56 min, he makes the other assist for Cristiano Ronaldo at 69 min.

"Lazy" Berbatov scored his first goal in Old Trafford lucky by catching WBA mistakes at 71 min.

Nani, who sub-on for Park Ji-Sung also put himself in score sheet at 90 min.

It is MANCHESTER UNITED 4, West Bromwich Albion 0 when final whistle blowed. I was on bed with a sweet dream :)

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Polis Diraja Malaysia is Joker

Polis Diraja Malaysia is Joker
I'm surprise when I read a news from Sinchew Daily and The Star yesterday 17 Oct.

赛哈密:环境卫生差‧罪犯威胁被迫关闭警亭
Policemen beat a retreat

The task of police is to ensure the safety of a place and to avoid criminal.

However, policemen retreat because to avoid criminal attack.

I'm full agree with PAS's Dr Mohd Hatta Ramli statement:
"The police are there to make a place safe. If they themselves are scared and run away, how can we hope for others to want to be there?"

What could Polis diraja Malaysia could do?

Beside arrest people who are having petition, demonstration or arresting non-weapon opposition leaders and NGO activist, could Polis diraja Malaysia reduces criminal in Malaysia???


You see....
Johor NGO activist Cheng Lee Whee arrested under ISA following
a report she made accusing the police of abuse of power in yesterday’s controversial eviction of a squatter colony in Johor.


What is this?? How could I trust Polis diraja Malaysia?
Polis diraja Malaysia is Joker!!!

I hope Malaysia's army could defend us when necessary.
I hope they are the first one to step up if Malaysia under attack by outsider. Not to run away and leave us alone.

C4 is use for protect the country. Not to bomb human.


Futsal

~Futsal~

Since I return from UK, I seldom play Futsal.

I really enjoy the moment when I was in University of Bradford, joining gang of Malaysian, playing futsal in Sport Hall of our school.


Since I return from UK, I only play once with my youngest brother's friend.

Yesterday 17 Oct, my youngest invite me and my second brother to play futsal after his PMR exam. I was excited...long time I didn't touch football.

This is the second time I wearing up my boots after return from UK.


So, I enjoy return to the pitch. Run and play. Everyone play with me know I'm not a good player but I enjoy match. I like to run and defend.

We lost 9-4 to our opponent. It is disappointed that I "almost" score twice with lobbing from midfield and hit on the bar in penalty box.

If not, it will be 9-6 :P

Photo took after the match with my second brother beside the pitch.

It is tired after the match. My back is aching.

I'm using this now :(


Friday, October 17, 2008

《马来西亚前锋报》,你玩够了吗?

《马来西亚前锋报》,你玩够了吗?

巫统舌喉《马来西亚前锋报
近来总是找民主行动党士不爹国会议员郭素沁的麻烦。

郭素沁曾于9月12日因《前锋报》专栏《Azan, Jawi, Jais, UiTM dan ba-alif-ba-ya》而被以巫统为首的国阵政府以内安法令扣留。

郭素沁被释
放后,决定起诉《前锋报》诽谤,要求《前锋报》赔偿马币三千万令吉。

这期间,《前锋报》还抹黑郭素沁的“狗粮论”。

相信,最令《前锋报》得逞的是,竟有巫统区会表明《前锋报》就是《巫统报》,还为《前锋报》筹钱,以应付郭素沁起诉的官司。

得逞的《前锋报》更加嚣张,竟于10月12日刊登
《YB J的新政治
(Politik Baru YB J)的短篇小说。

该小说被指以环绕在郭素沁身上的政治风波为题材,描绘提倡新政治文化的一名华裔反对党国会议员约瑟芬(YB Josephine)在一场对话会遭到一名青年人持手枪刺杀,当场身亡。行凶者的身上也夹带一张以国文撰写的字条,声称约瑟芬是对和谐的威胁,必须终结其性命以让各族能够和平相处,他是为了未来而牺牲。

民主行动党社青团10月16日针对此事,前往金马区警察总部报警。


身为社青团的一分子,我绝对支持我党的举动。我也非常同意
社青团副团长张健仁同志所说的:“在小说的结尾,一名年轻男子开枪射杀了YB J,过后吞枪自尽。这简直是在散播政治恐怖主义,鼓动人们自己充当刽子手。”

《马来西亚前锋报》并未收敛,反而再涉嫌使用“文字暴力”。该报于10月16日
的副刊登出一首马来诗歌,被指利用马来方言谐音,影射郭素沁是一只“狗皇后”。

该诗的最后一段如下:
Kok anjing biar menyalak
Kok bukit diar berpuncak
Kok terasa menyelar bijak
Bumi juga tempat berpijak
Padah kata bila kata terlajak

根据森美兰州的米南加保(Minangkabau)马来方言,“kok”一字代表“如果”的意思。所以,虽然“kok anjing”可被指为影射郭素沁,但若以“如果”为意,则该段翻译如下:

如果继续让那只狗吠
如果继续让那座山叠高
如果感到刺耳精明地驳斥
站在这片踏着的土地上
若说错话后果惨重

它们想要致郭素沁于死地?

这样,可否以煽动法令控告它们?

我支持社青团的举动,并呼吁公正党、回教党,
甚至马华公会、印度国大党、民政党等给于援助。

虽然,YB郭素沁是基督教徒。但我以佛教为郭素沁同志祈祷,希望她德业障已毕,并能渡过难关。
阿弥陀佛。

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

断须九命猫会猛吗?

断须九命猫会猛吗?

记得十多年前,还在念小学的时候,《知识画报》教导道:
如果将猫的胡须剪掉,那么猫儿会变笨的。是因猫须有让猫儿测量有限空间是否能让它的身体钻过的功能。


比如说:猫儿追捕猎物时,如果猎物钻进洞内,猫儿会以其触须测量该洞穴的阔度,是否能允许自己的身体也钻过那个洞穴。

所以, 如果猫儿没了猫须,会变笨。搞不好还会饿死。


有“九命猫”之称的
马华公会叶炳汉于9月26日宣布竞选马华公会马华副总会长


叶炳汉为了沙登福利筹款,于10月6日剃掉了他25年来的标志:唇上的两撇须。
他的“落须”筹得6万8千令吉的善款!

可是,这位竞选马华副总会长的“九命猫”,断须后,还可以生存吗?


这有待马华党员们分解。


Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Arrogant Barisan Nasional Arrogant

Arrogant Barisan Nasional Arrogant

Parliament restart since Monday (13 Oct).
Opposition Leader Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim was the first time return to parliament since he been sacked by Tun Mahathir's Barisan Nasional.


The main agenda that Pakatan Rakyat these days in parliament is to debate against the Budget 2009, which was proposed by former Finance Minister Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi. Today, the new Finance Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak should take over the responsibility.

Unfortunately, the arrogant's Barisan Nasional's ministers and deputy ministers did not attend the debate. Even the suspected C4 user Najib wasn't attend the debate.


Arrogant Barisan Nasional arrogant.

BN Member of Parliament was criticism by PKR's Anwar and DAP's Lim Kit Siang for neglect the debate on Monday. However BN neglect the criticism on Tuesday as well.

Anwar who is also former Finance Minister calls for a fresh budget, but Najib shows his unproffesional by closing his ear.

"Why the total silence from the frontbench? Not even a single ghost is here!" said Lim Kit Siang on press conference together with Anwar on 13 Oct.



Although Najib attended parliament to answer question on 14 Oct morning, but he stayed only 30 minutes and left before debate.

Non of deputy finance ministers attend the debate on the budget.

Stupid Najib (Finance Minster), stupid Tan Sri Nor Mohamed Yakcop (Second Finance Minister), stupid Datuk Ahmad Husni Hanadzlah (Deputy Finance Minister) and Stupid Datuk Kong Cho Ha (Deputy Finiance Minister).

Leaking parliament of Malaysia provides lousy ministers!!!
STUPID IDIOT!!!

Monday, October 13, 2008

孤枕難眠

孤枕難眠

有时,明明很累了,还是辗转难眠。
枕旁少了另一个呼吸声,心里多了份寂寞感。

望星空,向茫茫宇宙间,发出了孤枕难眠的SMS。
等待佳音的出现与回复。

孤枕難眠

告诉我 你等待的是我
告诉我 你不要再错过

你闪烁的眼眸仿佛有些话

始终无法说出口

你快对我说 别害怕没有把握


告诉我 你曾失去太多

告诉我 你也害怕寂寞
我知道你无法去摆脱

过去失败挫折的伤痛
你快对我说
别总是不知所措


想着你的黑夜
我想着你的容颜

反反覆覆 孤枕难眠
告诉我 你一样不成眠
告诉我 你也盼我出现

想着你的黑夜
我想着你的容颜

反反覆覆 孤枕难眠

告诉我 你想我千百遍

告诉我 一切都会实现